Hair + Face + Shoes

You self destructive 

Little girl 

Pick yourself up 

Don't blame the world 

So you screwed up 

But you're gonna be ok

So I managed to do the video I promised. It was fun. Maybe I'll try adding vlog about some shit every week. If I'm not feeling too lazy.

Things are shit at the moment btw, which means I'm not going to be in the best of the moods, but let's hope it'll pass soon enough. Just trying to get through is all I'm aiming for.

Few people have been complimenting my current hair color and as I'm pretty fond of it myself, I decided to show how I'm keeping the color up. I'm sure there are way easier ways to do this, but this is cheaper. Kinda.  I was out of my dye/conditioner combo so I had to make some more since my hair went so light. (And this was only because my hair was too light and didn't match my extensions, otherwise it would have been pretty.)

So here's before and after.

So here is it! Took like half a bottle of conditioner and in normal circumstance I'd tell you to stay as far away from any kind of shampoo while mixing colors, but the silver shampoo actually works and doesn't ruin the whole thing. Only spoonful of the La Riché's color as it's so thick and bright.

Have some face and other stuff.

So I was in need of winter shoes. Last year I managed without, but I decided I didn't want to keep freezing my toes off. The only criteria I had was they needed to be warm. And cute. So I decided to get cheap version of Moon Boots!

Of course everyone else would have kept wonderful sales pitch about getting UGG's, since they're the "best and warmest winter shoes", but holy hell I'm not getting them. Not now, not ever. I simply loathe those shoes. I bet they're nice and warm and stuff, but yeah. Not made for me. If you wear them, go nuts, but my opinion stands.

Okay, I'm done for the day. See ya in week or so!

Breakeven

They say bad things happen for a reason,yeah

But no wise words gonna stop the bleeding,yeah

'Cause she's moved on while I'm still grieving

And when a heart breaks, no, it don't break even, even, oww

So things haven't been really looking up for me and here I am, once again restless as I just cannot sleep at all and it's slowly driving me nuts. Once again. It's been like this for awhile now. At least once or twice a week I stay up like 36-48 hours or so without getting sleepy at all. I'm bit worried it might be some sign of insomnia? Staying up few days with no sleep until I'm just too exhausted and simply pass out for next 20 hours or so.

I've been going crazy trying to make sense in some things, but it's so futile at the moment. I guess this will be one more things to add to my 'baggage'. One more thing on the list of what I managed to screw over. Trust me when I say, that list is longer than necessary.

Anyway, to other more happier things!



One day at midnight I decided I should change the furniture order in my room. So I as quietly as I could manage I decided to switch the places of my desk and bed. Let me tell you it was far harder than it sounds since this whole room is size of fish bowl. Not to mention the fact there's so much crap around it was nearly impossible to move them at all. But I managed and now my room is prettier! I even have princess canopy above my bed now.

Also I lost my grip again and started to buy more stuff even if I knew I shouldn't.

Our Moment, 39,95€ at Sokos.

Don't judge me! I'll let you know the perfume smells divine and the bottle is pink with a crown-like-cap so hey, I couldn't not buy it!

35....something € at GameStop.

Ever since the beginning of the time I've been crazy about Kingdom Hearts. So when I accidentally came across this abnormality I practically ran to get it. I so totally didn't buy psp and nintendo ds just to play their appropriate kh games so shut up.

Now I must remind you of my face so you just won't forget how I look like!

Look at my adorable hairdo! So proud I actually attempted to do something new. Hair  bows and floral crowns.

There hasn't been really much to keep me going, but these two lovelies have been keeping me some company and they even let me take few ridiculous shots of them. I can't exaggerate how damn much I love people especially my friends who let me take their pictures. I have lots more, but I'll save them for later!






Today had been one of the best days of the whole damn month. For a tiny moment I actually felt like a child again. My dearest, Jenna, spent little time with me this afternoon before this whole class-tutors-bowling-and-food kinda things and it's ridiculous how much I enjoy small things like those. We just walked around, drank some tea and the best part, acted nowhere near our ages.

Playgrounds are extremely fun, especially when there's merry-go-round. Few rounds of spinning and try to keep walking on a straight line. Who in the fucking hell things that's funny? Me, apparently. Even if I almost ran into some lady and her stroller. The look on her face wasn't as amusing as my mood had been.

Simple things are the best. I'm really sad there aren't any swings anymore since it's getting so close to winter. Boo!

Leaf piles are also fun.









I'm still in-between whether to stay in my room for rest of eternity or actually go out and socialize. Hopefully I'll settle for latter since I actually like people. Well, most of the people. Shocking, isn't it!?

I'll promise to finish the damn video thingy for the next entry. Still lots of things to do— or attempt to do. I promise it will be ridiculous, it will not be funny as I'm not capable of being funny. Eh, whatcha gonna do!

So, how you doin'? ;)

This isn't everything you are

You can't walk away, anyway

Is he worth all this, is it a simple yes?

Cause if you have to think, it's fucked

Feels like you loved him more, than he loved you

And you wish you'd never met

It's been awhile since I last blogged about anything. 

To be honest my life has been crazy (not in the fun way) last... well, many many weeks. I was supposed to move on my own, but then there was problems with that so I couldn't and whatnot. Hopefully I'll get to move during this month and if not, then start of November then. So I was supposed to update whenever I moved, but since it never happened, I never bothered to write up anything.

Then I realized I might as well, since I miss writing. 

The best part of these last two months is definitely me getting my first tattoos!

My friend made the lock for me, it was simply to know how tattoo gun feels on skin. It might be just a scratcher tattoo, but I love it nonetheless. The humming birds I got done at the local tattoo shop called Black & Yellow and it cost me about 150€ per tattoo. I'm supposed to get them colored on 5th of November, but I might get something else done instead. Somehow I started liking them better in black and white. 

I absolutely adore the tats. Couldn't ask for prettier ones. The first one was alright, but when they started with the second one I was ready to bite through my tongue. Never get two at once. NEVER. Took about 2 hours per tattoo, not including breaks nor getting them in the right place.

And some other news, I'm dying to dye my hair again. It's been blonde for ages now and even if I miss the pink hair, I kinda want to try something new. So...

So lilac hair next time! Woo, something new!

To be honest, Perrie Edwards from Little Mix (the lady in floral crown and lace shirt) was the inspiration for me. I usually just do whatever I feel like doing, but I've been salivating her hair for awhile now. So that I'll do the second my new extensions arrive. I'm scared how it's going to turn up if I'm being honest. Hopefully it'll look good!

Okay. Stuff what I've bought recently!

Also...



Okay, this I didn't actually buy myself. My father bought it as a early Christmas present. I'll tell you more once I actually learn how to use it, hah! Slowly and surely building my camera equipment.

Honestly I don't have much to say. My life is boring as hell, but I promised myself I won't say 'no' to any action I'm invited in for the next month! But also I'll try not to drink much. Apparently it makes me jerk or pathetic mess and I don't really enjoying being either of those things.

I'll try to keep this blog bit more active, seriously!

xx

Perfect Day

you'll hear me say,

Now don't you try rain on my

Perfect day,

Nothing's standing in my way

Okay, hey. I'm going to spam my face now. A lot. Why? Because I'm enjoying my extensions and my curling iron way too much.

I'm addicted to this game. Seriously. My gameloft account is 3Dstar, add me if you play! :)

10 bracelets from ebay, $3,30.

It was on sale on Anttila for 24.95€ only if anyone is interested!














Okay. Enough of gifs. I found a lovely way to wear my hair and I'm sticking to it for now.

Soo, I'm on sick leave for 2 weeks so I'm going to have time for stuff. Like today, I went out and met few friends. Took some photographs. Of my FACE
. 







"I will eat you."

Grumpy the Dwarf.

Wonder 5 Walks, shirt from Ebay for $9.17

The drink was Large Cinnamon Gingerbread Latte. It was DELICIOUS.

OKAY. THIS POST WAS PICTURES of my own face ONLY.(pictures of me are taken by Hilma)

 Next time I'll produce something better. Thank you and goodnight! 'till the next time!