This isn't everything you are

You can't walk away, anyway

Is he worth all this, is it a simple yes?

Cause if you have to think, it's fucked

Feels like you loved him more, than he loved you

And you wish you'd never met

It's been awhile since I last blogged about anything. 

To be honest my life has been crazy (not in the fun way) last... well, many many weeks. I was supposed to move on my own, but then there was problems with that so I couldn't and whatnot. Hopefully I'll get to move during this month and if not, then start of November then. So I was supposed to update whenever I moved, but since it never happened, I never bothered to write up anything.

Then I realized I might as well, since I miss writing. 

The best part of these last two months is definitely me getting my first tattoos!

My friend made the lock for me, it was simply to know how tattoo gun feels on skin. It might be just a scratcher tattoo, but I love it nonetheless. The humming birds I got done at the local tattoo shop called Black & Yellow and it cost me about 150€ per tattoo. I'm supposed to get them colored on 5th of November, but I might get something else done instead. Somehow I started liking them better in black and white. 

I absolutely adore the tats. Couldn't ask for prettier ones. The first one was alright, but when they started with the second one I was ready to bite through my tongue. Never get two at once. NEVER. Took about 2 hours per tattoo, not including breaks nor getting them in the right place.

And some other news, I'm dying to dye my hair again. It's been blonde for ages now and even if I miss the pink hair, I kinda want to try something new. So...

So lilac hair next time! Woo, something new!

To be honest, Perrie Edwards from Little Mix (the lady in floral crown and lace shirt) was the inspiration for me. I usually just do whatever I feel like doing, but I've been salivating her hair for awhile now. So that I'll do the second my new extensions arrive. I'm scared how it's going to turn up if I'm being honest. Hopefully it'll look good!

Okay. Stuff what I've bought recently!

Also...



Okay, this I didn't actually buy myself. My father bought it as a early Christmas present. I'll tell you more once I actually learn how to use it, hah! Slowly and surely building my camera equipment.

Honestly I don't have much to say. My life is boring as hell, but I promised myself I won't say 'no' to any action I'm invited in for the next month! But also I'll try not to drink much. Apparently it makes me jerk or pathetic mess and I don't really enjoying being either of those things.

I'll try to keep this blog bit more active, seriously!

xx